I knew from the beginning that ALL the stuff found in publiions, videos or internet stuff do not work. Yet at the same time I do not understand what works. I do not even understand what I had been searching for, in what shape or form. All I know is it has to be logical, make sense and could be quantitatively proven. My mistake is re - I presumed the hunt will probably be within a couple of decades, 3-5 yrs possibly, but I was far off target. Second mistake, I couldn't resist punting kindly eventhough I knew back then I understand I don't have any edge. I waited years to get something to gel but admittedly there is nothing definite, so out of fruion and impatience I took to betting on forex. Yes I state betting because I couldn't substantiate logically with concrete evidence why I'll want to punt a dime with this forex market, let alone earn money from this effort. My two errors I hope other people can learn from it - it is much much tougher than you imagine it to be.