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I finally decided it was time to get a diary. The good thing about a journal is I can say whatever I need - wrong or right and it doesn't really matter to much either way. I would like to maintain a diary as a way of keeping track of good ole trades, and discussing the feeling facet of trading that gets a lot of us in trouble in this business. That is mainly what prodded me to start this.
Right now lots of you're riding the gravy train south , that train is GBPJPY; I am long. I got in @ 212.06 and'm currently 122 pips at the negative. Being human, I really don't like looking at the negative numbers and at the past hour I have gone through a few distinct emotions. It started with passiveness. I think that the passiveness turned into pity and fruion into anger. I was expecting price to go right to 213.38; it sure did not. I sort of have the feeling that I experienced as a child when my parents informed me I needed to wait to get that shiny new toy I just had to have. I was one of the horribly disappointed crying kids you have all seen being hauled out of your local Wal Mart. I am human and I did not get exactly what I wanted when I needed it. Now, despite the feelings I am feeling, I am going to stick this trade out because it is based on what I know to be true- and that is all I could stand on. I had the option all along the way to manually close the trade out but I am choosing to stand business. The hour chart told me that a few days ago that price was going to 215.52, we then saw a major collapse. That is still true and price will get there and that I feel the 210.50 area will stop down this move and send price back in the ideal direction. I might be incorrect, but I cannot in good conscience take this loss because it is illogical to me. This brings us to the topic of prevent losses. I do not trade with stops. Stops are a horrible excuse for emotional security in gambling. I believe stops only let people to be lazy when it comes to furthering their trading eduion. As Skunny once stated, people are willing to settle for sub par results so long as they have good money management. I think money management is essential to success in gambling, but I do not think success is hinged onto it. I feel that long-term success begins with comprehension, acceptance of the knowledge, expertise with this knowledge, all leading to intellect - a mixture of these things. To sum this up, you could have no better stop loss than wisdom. And I am sitting here today 90 pips negative. She'll go up and the storm will be over soon. If what I know to be authentic fails me then the broker can have my money and I'll just take my money to Vegas.