Hi guys,

I just wanted to speak to somebody, I feel so desperate because I'm doing the same mistakes repeatedly. I just need someone to give me advice about things to do to fight this. I have had ups and downs in my account and I feel really frued. I do not want you to read a long story, so I will shorten it in some lines, please if you experienced this before, or know how to get over it, please give me advice. I'm going insane cause of this.

- I find myself many times final profitable trades until they get to the goal I planned ( And in over 90% of cases the goal is reached ) when I close only 10% or 20 percent of my goal cause I fear that the position will undo on me.

- In many instances I open a position that I am quite sure about, and it shoots me against me then I close it in reduction but it subsequently returns to my planned goal.

- Why do I feel that the transactions I live in for longer time give me hard time and bigger drawdown, and the transactions I close become the most profitable?!

- Can this happen constantly by chance every moment? Can it be my bad habit?

- Only thinking that I might have made 1000% of what I made from trading logical and making my own goals makes me go crazy. How do I beat this feeling?

- Now by way of example, the crude was exhausted on the downside, so I bought a little early, it moved by 80 cent or so, I bought again, it didn't move I shut a large loss then it rolls up. Is that my bad habit? The market will not go in my way until I close my positions. It happens more frequently to me, I suggest that is like 80% of my transactions are like that, why? Could I be just a little unlucky? Am I impatient? What can I do to get over this dilemma please?

Is trading really not for me personally? But nearly every trade I pick (It is not holy grail) but over 95% work to the goals I planned. So why this happens? I'm losing origin of my mindset only. I close too early, or take lose while it is a profit commerce (just require time)

Please if you have some advise for me to overcome my plogical issues with trading I NEED to listen to them. I am really fed up and can not think I have lost money as a result of my fear only rather than since the transactions were bad selections.

Thanks everyone for listening to me.